Friday, Sept. 17, 2004
Italian Fest today, yay! Food!
Wow. I just seem to be pissing everyone off, no? Well, I apologize for my apparent lack of excitement about these fights that I seem to be picking without realizing it, but really it’s just petty.
Yep. It’s petty. If you don’t want to be a friend of mine because I said that you were quick to grab your guns than good for you! You have values and you’re sticking to them! I’m proud! I’m just tired of all this fighting, and I’m tired of having these things on my mind just because some people have made some mean and intentionally hurtful comments. I don’t have time to focus on who gave who a blowjob, or who’s pissed at who. I don’t have time to worry about weither or not I’m liked or appreciated because I said that screaming over a piece of gum was dumb. I have other things that I need to work on. I have better things to do.
Not that I’m trying to sound all like Little Miss Self-Righteous or anything. Quite the opposite really, we all have our problems myself included.
That said, can I get on to a normal entry without having someone offend me?
I’m sick right now, and I’m freaking out over homecoming. Nothing is coming together right. My dress is lavender, and I’m thinking of doing silver shoes and jewelry. Cody has always said that he’d want my hair up and curly for this kind of thing, and I’ve never done so, and thus this year I’m going to do so, quite simply because I feel that I owe him this. But it doesn’t go with the silver and sleek image I’m trying to get across. And it doesn’t go with how I want to do my makeup (which is horrendously depressing). I need to make a few decisions soon because I’m going to the MAC counter to buy my make-up tomorrow afternoon, then I’m off to Mandy’s for her birthday party. Do I need to buy her a gift? Hmm…. What should I get her? Perhaps I should get her a gift certificate for somewhere?
theparisian at 1:18 p.m.