Friday, Dec. 31, 2004

New Years Meme

FUCK! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck livejournal!

It just deleted my freaking post! Gr!

Okay, so New Years Eve Meme.

Any Resolutions? What/why/why not?

1) Not resolutions, GOALS. resolutions are so flimsy, and unfufilled, while GOALS are more specific. A resolution is to loose weight. A goal is to lose 10 lbs.

2)My GOALS are (a)journal (like, pen and paper journal) more often. it's therapeutic and good for me. (b) not to explode at Cody about little things. It makes him a nervous wreck. (c)Work on anger-Management through stress-reduction techniques. (d)be nicer to Dad. Or atleast act like I tolerate the man. (e)spend more time with friends- don't let friendships fall apart. (f)stop saying the word "FUCK" so often. (g)not spend so often on the computer.

What were your resolutions last year?

(1) One must keep all New Years Resolutions.
(2) One must loose 10 pounds.
(3) One must have a higher level of self-esteem.
(4) One must audition for at least one major event in the coming year-- weither it be for All District Band (or you know... whatever), or for the Fall Play.
(5) One must achieve a better level of health, since one is obviously doing something very wrong (i.e. I am constantly sick).
(6) One must not lie, or exaggerate so much.
(7) One must not use the Lord's name in vain so much.
(8) One must actually call in to her place of employment, and actually quit rather than not showing up for over a month and screening all phone calls!
(9) One must get in shape (I would like to be able to touch my toes without bending my knees).
(10) One must stand up to her enemies.
(11) One must take her medication!

Did you achieve those goals, or say "screw it" to them?
Surprisingly, and unknowledgably yes!

Which ones worked out for you?
I have more self-esteem, I have auditoned for the fall play (as well as some piano stuff), I'd like to think that I'm healthier, even though I'm not. I don't lie as much, I don't say "God" as often as I used to (although I still use it far too often), I take my medications (for all the things I'm allergic to), I quit teaching lessons, AND I am in SOMEWHAT better shape than I was. Wow. That was kind of scary.

Which ones didn't?
I'm still constantly sick, and I have not lost weight. HOWEVER, I have grown to love myself, and decided that if I have to watch everything I eat and not LIVE in order to have a super-model flat stomach, then it's a small price to pay for the ability to eat Cookie Dough and other wholly unhealthy foods.

What were you doing at this time Last year?
Taking lots of online quizzes, and Making Resolutions. I also went to Brent's house and evidently made an ass of myself. However, I don't remember HOW, exactly, I made an ass of myself. *shrugs*

And the year before?
I had a Party that no one but Ryne and Cody showed up for. *sob* And Ryne left at 10pm. And I spent the rest of the night making out with Cody in my basement while "watching" Shrek.


theparisian at 2:27 p.m.

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